Labels: Attention, Beginning, Blogging, Detailed, Emotions, ends, Feelings, history, Personal, Review, Showcase, The Past, Writing
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...Why I'm blogging. Forget feelings, or moaning, or ranting, or bitching. It's self assessment. Quickly realizing, as days go by. Instead of worrying what to write. You're just writing as it comes to you. Writing down, assessing your day. You may be in a mood at the beginning, but at the end. You looked at it from another perspective. So, this is not a blog to show off. I could care less. Honestly, I'm not a crazed attention whore. I'm now placing showcasing work, or putting up my to-do list for the world to see.
I'm thinking. Reviewing my own life.
Maybe it'll increase my grammar. Or the way I put a sentence and structure my words. But none of that matters right now. A personal blog. Taking the time to look back on a day, and get to know yourself better. It's worth it. Blogs are not for attention whores, or showing your bouncy baby boy to the world. Blog are for you. No matter how many watchers or followers you have. Atleast in my opinion. One day you'll stumble across an old post, and the feelings you had while writing it will come rushing back.
It's why posts are getting longer, more detailed. Yet containing as little information as possible. It's not a diary to keep track of past events. That's not needed. No point in trying to write a post ahead of time and schedule it. Your feelings, my feelings will change. It won't be relevant anymore. In the end, you'll have to write a new post, that'll be in a completely different direction.
So many thoughts go through your head in one day. So many emotions. I used to cry to let things out, washing emotions away with tears. Yet, blogging, I can write them out. Type what I think and seal the words in a text riddled with meaning. Feelings. Or something.
Then you're going to look back on things, and wonder. Why in God's Earth did you put that down? Filled with such childish, or openness, or even stupidity. Realise, how you change.
-This Girl-
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8 April 2011 at 03:08
Thursday, 10 March 2011
Labels: decide, drama, french, german, historian, history, languages, life, likes, options, poem, science, soon, studies
When will I decide? Because apparently, It should be soon. As much as I'd love to take both languages. I can't. Which sucks a whole lot.
Also, today. Parent's evening. Just when I thought I knew what I wanted to do with my life, people seem to be insistent on deciding for me. I chose history, but I'm very capable of doing both history and geography. But I won't drop media studies for it, the not as academic subject which seems to be looked down on.
"She'll make a great historian, all writers are." Um... okay then?
Double science and triple science. I'm still confused. Obviously triple is a lot harder, I just don't have the time to take it. If I choose not to do media studies, I'll be taking triple science. Not geography or double.
You know what. It's much easier to write a poem than all this ranting. @_@ Maybe this should be a creative writing, expressional and emotional blog. However, with every post, I can easily sum up a prose or work that expresses it all in words .It seems to work best when I'm not in a good mood...
But, back to what I started off with. Will I enjoy french or German more? Infact, what one's harder so I can learn the second one later on in life. @__@
I always thought they limited my options, but there's just not enough time to continue to learn everything, Since when was it a crime to start saying things to people's faces? -pats- End of this. We'll see how tomorrow goes since I couldn't give a damn to do any work today. <3
-This Girl-
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