Labels: Attention, Beginning, Blogging, Detailed, Emotions, ends, Feelings, history, Personal, Review, Showcase, The Past, Writing
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...Why I'm blogging. Forget feelings, or moaning, or ranting, or bitching. It's self assessment. Quickly realizing, as days go by. Instead of worrying what to write. You're just writing as it comes to you. Writing down, assessing your day. You may be in a mood at the beginning, but at the end. You looked at it from another perspective. So, this is not a blog to show off. I could care less. Honestly, I'm not a crazed attention whore. I'm now placing showcasing work, or putting up my to-do list for the world to see.
I'm thinking. Reviewing my own life.
Maybe it'll increase my grammar. Or the way I put a sentence and structure my words. But none of that matters right now. A personal blog. Taking the time to look back on a day, and get to know yourself better. It's worth it. Blogs are not for attention whores, or showing your bouncy baby boy to the world. Blog are for you. No matter how many watchers or followers you have. Atleast in my opinion. One day you'll stumble across an old post, and the feelings you had while writing it will come rushing back.
It's why posts are getting longer, more detailed. Yet containing as little information as possible. It's not a diary to keep track of past events. That's not needed. No point in trying to write a post ahead of time and schedule it. Your feelings, my feelings will change. It won't be relevant anymore. In the end, you'll have to write a new post, that'll be in a completely different direction.
So many thoughts go through your head in one day. So many emotions. I used to cry to let things out, washing emotions away with tears. Yet, blogging, I can write them out. Type what I think and seal the words in a text riddled with meaning. Feelings. Or something.
Then you're going to look back on things, and wonder. Why in God's Earth did you put that down? Filled with such childish, or openness, or even stupidity. Realise, how you change.
-This Girl-
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8 April 2011 at 03:08
Sunday, 3 April 2011
Labels: Art, Daily, Design, Flowers, Graphic Design, Homicidal, Mentally, Mother's Day, Personal, Pixel, School, Selfish, Tomorrow, Work
For those who bother to look. Hm, So much for posting daily right? Either way, been busy with work and school. Things to do. I wonder what tomorrow brings.
Maybe I don't post, because I'm suddenly not homicidal and more or less mentally stable. Or, I'm too lazy. Either way I don't have much to post. I should be bugged more about it I guess, Getting into the habit of writing daily. And whatnot.
But, who would read a random blog like this... ;3But hey, today was mother's day. At least, in the UK. Bought a large teddy and a large box of Ferrero Rochers (Her favourite chocolate). Also some movies coming out that I want to see. Seems like all I'm doing now is waiting for the school year to end. Not much counts anymore. Days are either too slow, or the years aren't passing quick enough. I want to be out of here and on my own, so I can breath.
Maybe it's the cold. But I'm suffocating. I want to draw, dance. I want to be left alone. Sounds selfish, all this I want. Back to sucking on ice.
But this is me trying to make posts more readable and structured. Even I wouldn't want to read the large block of text I normally leave. I'll try to actually post something, take that small moment to put down what I feel, not leave a random ( yet humorous) picture.
On another note; doing pixel work for a game using the Eclipse Origins Engine. Just don't confuse this the original engine. I'd post my work and whatnot, but I know how blogger works. I don't feel like having images up for grab on google when the beta isn't even out yet. On the topic of pixel work, game making and all that. Seems like I'm heading for graphic design in future. I enjoy it, yet somehow I'm taking Art n Design instead of graphic design. But that seems better for me, I can express more. If I was to do graphics in future, I'd do it personalized no matter what, putting creativity and expression on a whole new level. The world needs to get up close and personal, art is the very first form of that.
-This Girl-
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